my husband was right...

i do freak out way too much... about everything...

last night, in my fit, he was telling me it was no big deal and to just call them in the morning... i did, and they just gave me an extention...

the thing is, i don't know that i was freaking out so much about missing it, as i was the unlikelyness of me even getting any mercy anyway...

oh well... serves me right for trying to cheat the system i guess...

it just sucks. that really isn't my intention. i mean i'm sure we all try to in some way or another here and there, cutting whatever corners we can, and i kind of did feel like a reckless teen for the first 10 seconds of driving on that ramp, and then seeing the cops only made me realize how easy it is to be so stupid... part of me was mad at them for enforcing such annoying laws in the first place, i mean c'mon, everyone knows that traffic is just as bad, if not worse, on weekends over the bay bridge than any other time... they don't allow carpool on holidays either... gets me every time... anyway... i should've known better... i did, and i should've listened to that inner voice telling me not to instead of everyone else...but i didn't...

anyway, we'll just have to wait and see how it all turns out...

for now at least all seems to have been made right, i even made it to my WIC appointment on time, and took care of a bill i thought i had to pay, for the whole 911 call made in tahoe, they sent me something saying medi-cal doesn't cover the fire enguine thing, and wanted $147.00 for it... i called them up, and, well, actually i guess God took care of it cuz all of a sudden the guy stopped what he was saying and said, "wait, hold on a minute.... (less than a minute later)... you know what, i'll just take care of that, medi-cal will pay for it, you're all set"
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ha!
go figure!
go God!!!
that was so cool!!!
anyway