hooray!!!
I am pleased to report that I am do exceptionally well today. I had a few rough spells yesterday, all of which I feel are now rather well resolved, one scare where I thought I lost my antibiotics, but thankfully found, and the usual ups and downs expected with wife-life and motherhood...
The swelling and stiffness in my breast has finally subsided, I think I felt something literally pop inside me... maybe that sounds odd, but I've honestly felt better ever since, no more chills and fever, or aches and pains... a little tenderness but no big deal... And, in some ways best of all, baby 1 (adora) has started showing signs of jealousy... not bad or scarry, but a real and genuine interest in me again.. the only downside to it really, is that she has decided that the best time to climb on top of mommy is while she's nursing the baby... and she has to be right on top too... but it's so cute and sweet, and such welcome treat in comparison to the complete disregard of me alltogether... I was feeling so desperate for her attention, that now that I have it agian I'm too in love to be angry or annoyed....
I just love my little dora doo... and I'm so happy for her to have a little sissy, and I think chloe' is rather lucky to have her too, and to have her mommy who is absolutely in love with her... gosh it's the weirdest and most wonderful thing to be so in love with two sweet little girls... I could never prefer one over the other, and yet I love them each as if they were my one and only... it's almost too intense to handle sometimes...
The swelling and stiffness in my breast has finally subsided, I think I felt something literally pop inside me... maybe that sounds odd, but I've honestly felt better ever since, no more chills and fever, or aches and pains... a little tenderness but no big deal... And, in some ways best of all, baby 1 (adora) has started showing signs of jealousy... not bad or scarry, but a real and genuine interest in me again.. the only downside to it really, is that she has decided that the best time to climb on top of mommy is while she's nursing the baby... and she has to be right on top too... but it's so cute and sweet, and such welcome treat in comparison to the complete disregard of me alltogether... I was feeling so desperate for her attention, that now that I have it agian I'm too in love to be angry or annoyed....
I just love my little dora doo... and I'm so happy for her to have a little sissy, and I think chloe' is rather lucky to have her too, and to have her mommy who is absolutely in love with her... gosh it's the weirdest and most wonderful thing to be so in love with two sweet little girls... I could never prefer one over the other, and yet I love them each as if they were my one and only... it's almost too intense to handle sometimes...
posted by 1weirdgirl at 12:28 AM
1 Comments:
A long time ago I tried to explain what it meant to have a child to love and just marvel in their wonderful creation. I think every Mom would agree with me. Maybe because these little creations are so connected to you, because they were a part of you or just the sheer wonder of the fact of how they were created and every day you look at them and say WOW. But you're right it's completely unexplainable and a constant source of amazement. God Bless you all.
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