long long long way to go...

ok... i know i said i'd try to be positive, but what do you do when so much keeps going wrong?

like getting our cell phone shut off cuz we don't have the money to pay the bill...

or feeling like this thrush is not getting better... at least not fast enough, and being so worried that i'm gonna have to do something drastic... i'll find out tommarow if i have medical coverage here, or if not if i can get it here, or agian if not, if there is a free clinic somewhere that will give a perscription that i might need..

it hurts sooooo bad.....

and then, after what? a week now? of ed trying to hook up the wireless, and after every gadget under the sun, and going and getting a whole new thinger ma bob (i'm not very fluent in computerneez), and yayyyy!! it works!!!! finally!!!! but for some stupid reason the house phones don't....(they're all connected-the phone internet and cable)

or waiting and waiting for my dad to get a response from social service about his application for disability, and then he get's something in the mail, and like good girls (me and my mom) we waited for grandpa to open it himself... eddie almost steamed the edges open, to find out what the answer was before my dad got home, but he was good too...

and then...
well...
he gets home...
and he opens....

and it says, once again, that he has to go to yet another docter, and get re-evaluated, for the fourth time now, before they can approve or dissapprove... so that they can "make the best possible decision"....

ERRRRRRRR!!!!

how many doctors will it take?

supposedly there is this order to it, where you have to apply, get denied, apply again, get denied, apply yet again, and then, after the third time of denial, go and get yourself a lawyer and they will go and get your disability for you, with a nice chunk of payment of course, but chump change when it does in fact take a whike, and they have to back pay for evey month since the first day you applied....

well... my dad hasn't even gotten his first denial yet... and i'm really hoping they will go ahead and approve him, since they've been dragging him allong since december!!!....

man, i was so bummed... i thought for sure my mom was gonna get to put in her notice to retire the next day and everything... she's waiting for either the disability check to come, or the house to sell before giving her notice...

unfortunately, that looks like 'not any time soon'...

well... that all being said...
i guess there is good news... we did get our internet working, so i no longer have to worry about waking Lizzy or arm wrestling my dad (or the hubby) for a turn... or feeling anti social and rude whenever i'm at my mother in laws... cuz that was the only time i could upload pictures, if i wanted to...

now i can do it all from the comfort of my (parents') own home

so you know what that means????

PICTURES!!!!

here's some cute ones of me and the LoLo girl that i never fit into another post





and, there's some more on my babies' blog The Adventures of Lizzy and LoLo