indeed it has been a while...

funny thing is i don't have much to say lately... or rather, not much i want to say...

i've been back and forth and round about, torn up and washed ashore, through near a million emotions, and back into the raging stormy seas over and over again...

there have been the sweetest and the most bitter of times in all my life...

i'm not sure that i am in a place to share really though.... my heart is full to overflowing, and i can't say that my sanity can truly be trusted these days... luckily there is those few and far between moments that life is good, and i regain just enough courage and strength to leap on over to the next lily pad of solace... meanwhile i am a frog in waters full of hungry predators, and feel as though i haven't a friend in all the world... even my husband is more distant to me than ever, and i'm not at all sure just what the light will be shining on at the end of the tunnel- if i ever make it there-....

just thought i'd drop a word for any who still harbor the urge to check in on me once in a while, after these many days of silence